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ooh crap im online again..starting to be addicted to blogging again..hmm had a really tiring yet enjoyable weekend when my clsmates came to my house for a stayover! like 12 ppl stayed in my house.its a great record..because almost all who came stayed behind and we were chilling out over mahjong sessions, xbox, mass chatting and heart to heart talks..kinda nice and a very cosy feeling.. and then we walked for 30 min from my house to east coast park at 5 in the morning (we walked by at least 5 bus stops) to catch the first rays of sunlight!it was beautiful! though we cudn see exactly the sun crawling above the horizon, we managed to catch the mesmerizing shades of colour which decorated the skies!and we took really nice beautiful photos.. =) after that we returned home and continued more racing games over the x box and i fell asleep on my sofa...=P soon everyone left for home and tada! the end of our stay..=)

really grateful to my mum for helping me prepare ALL the food singlehandedly and ungrudgingly ferrying my clsmates to and from the mrt station. I think it kinda tired her out and shes a lil sick today. I hope it wasn entirely because of that! or i'll feel really bad. But my mum was really funny, she was telling me all her opinions about my clsmates after interacting with them! and i think shes really zai! like she can tell wad they are like just from a few exchange of words. and Some comments are really funNIe!! hahaha..CMI guys =P

just found out the title of this song which i really liked... Am listening to 98.7 now and its called "lonely no more" by Rob Thomas! really nice song..=)) somebody who has the mp3 send it to me pls pls =D and this "almost here" by many artists, i think delta goodrem and westlife and some1 else!

hmm..13 days to syf..and i seriously dun feel a single thing. Its probably because im desansitised to all these competitions (this is my 6th syf competition) or it could be, could be just that lack of passion to hcco....=S

and YES! im going to laos for the first week of hols!leaving on the 28th and coming back on the 3rd of may and on the 4th of may im leaving for beijing to visit and stay with my dad in the new house!! it looks really pretty with like a villa kinda outlook and inside it has really modern facilities! my dad says i can have a whole room to myself and a private toilet too..heeheee! I ll prob come back only 1 or 2 days before BT2.haha! Exciting june hols! i cant wait for it to come =))

Blgspot's a lil screwed nowadays..but anw im quite happy today! cos many good things happened. okay firstly like Pw got a1. Ok not really something to be ecstatic over but at least something good still. Hmm then my happiest thing is Gp got a2~ yay..like a big jump from last yr's grades..this time my essay and aq was finally something not substandard and im really happy both i really put in my best efforts and it kinda yielded results!

hmm..disappointingly bio was not well done. i only managed a D! 60??! i totally screwed up one particular qn and it let to this horrible grade! must admit i was distracted the whole weekend studying for bio too...OK! no more repeats of this. eew! didnt expect my bio to be so LAN... =S

oh!! esther just called me to say theres a trip to Laos during june hols! we will be teaching the kids and painting and decorating their sch!! ahh! i really wanna go... waiting for final nod from mum. luckily i quit biomed or else i wil be in such a dilemma... so cool! i cant wait to go..but pretty ex like 1200~ for 6 days..=S

nice blog skin!!! i found many others..some that were jay-themed...wahah..but this is a lil too orange..=) shall change my blogskin periodically....
hmmm today is the day i made several decisions..

1. QUIT BIomed
2. Go into Research and go overseas to study for uni..maybe bioeng or biomed eng?
3. Kinda decided on the sch to go to..Wisconsin U
4. Decided to focus on my S papers and prelims results which will be fundamental if i wanna apply for US unis and scholarships
5. Go Beijing during June hols

Haha..i mean its like a cascade effect.reminds me of 2nd messengers systems =P Quitting biomed was indicative that i didnt wanna go into medicine and hence all the subsequent decisions.hahas..spent how long trying to decide on that but i guess its worth it since its my life career.

hmm somehow upset over quitting biomed too, cos its really fun and i enjoy the things we learn there. And quite so of another reason which i dun really wanna mention here. =s

Carine got a GOLD with honours for SYF chinese dance!!! yay..i was like sleeping then she called me to inform me of the results amidst like choking voices i think.hahas..i was like too sleepy to be back in reality immediately when i picked up the phone...but im SOO happie for her.=))

hmm wad else..now lifes back to focusing on syf..back to co tmr.. and cute silly sharon gave me this beautiful bottle of layered sands with colour gradients like the rainbow and wrote this you-bring-colour-to-my-life note and a long letter... SOO sweet~

hmm ya maylyn im going down this sat in the morning for dazu...try to make it if you can! contact me =)

hmm just watched the taped version of jiao1 dian3 showed last week on channel 8. It featured YC's recent trip to Aceh. It really made me understand what it meant to the kids there when they had friends to play with and food to enjoy amidst all the uncertainty and fear they have. Was talking to aziah and goki on the trip the last time and they were kinda filling me in about the stuff but i realised i never understood the gravity of the situation until i saw it on tv today. And what more its impact when i do eventually get to go overseas next yr for the real experience? i m really looking forward to it. I guess Yc 's kinda blessed in the way like the earthquakes only struck 2 days after they left. aziah's anecdotes of the trips makes me so excited to go and do something...

yea..was excited not only to see the kids that they have been mentioning so often, but was also excited to see frens like jacqueline, hobbit , goki aziah and mr lam! on tv expressing their heartfelt thoughts. Azi's words were, i tot, particularly thought provoking as usual.

In retrospect, i cant really imagine how myopic my views were before i joined YC. I mean it kinda opened up my understanding of this world and the compassion that everyone shud have for their fellow mankind.

oh wels, hopefully the ppl i ve gotten will get thru the selection test, tho i think chances are low =( damn. nvm...hmm im sup to be studying for bio SKill D tmr.. and its on some crappy thing like quadrat that we ve never done b4 and i ve just held a super long discussion with some of my clsmtes and eric.

oh yes, fingers keepign crossed over RGCO's fate! i wood love to go down and watch them prac this sat. but it somehow clashes wtih biomed..thnk ill make a short trip down anw.BUT crrap! directly after DHSCO.its like the best position one can get. pray pray pray hard...
got my pretty erhu cert from Ding lao shi that day! hahas he suggested i framed it up cos it seemed like quite tough to get. so funny! haiya somehow i feel i dun deserve the distinction cos PRof wang was like obviously biased.crap.. nonetheless i shall prove to him this yr that i havent let him down!