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My FB Fortune Cookie says "Know when to stop".
So true.

SSA Elections was held yesterday. It was another roller coaster ride of emotions, when I heard about the huge number of people pulling out and getting cold feet in the morning of the elections and had to react to it immmediately.

Makes me really wonder if these people are really dedicated and sincere about giving back to the SSA group which Im sure they have benefited so much from. Some of them were my close friends, and which made me all the more disappointed with them as to why they could not make a damn decision early. So as not to make us worry and react at the very last minute. Was supposed to be doing my reports, but ended up calling and talking to some of the nominees to ask them to change their minds. But ultimately, glad that everything turned out fine, although I really really feel like giving some of them a kick in the butt and slapping them in the face if they can take it. *VIOLENCE*

I guess many people just go not think of the consequences of their actions. They do not plan far, think far or are simply too egoistical to realize that they could have been the one that caused things to go wrong. Sometimes, I blame myself too much and i would so willingly take blame for things that go wrong. 自己害自己，好像是一件我时常爱做的事, 为了不要让其他人累. 难道真的不会为我着想? ~ Miz Wang

Only until I share my feelings with my onlooker friends and they tell me that I am just being silly and too forgiving.

I am indecisive too. But to prevent unhappiness and pain, please all of you shout this in my face: Just make the damn decision, move on and let go, liyu tan. Know when to stop.

ASB, North Carolina for Spring Break!=D

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Yesterday was so depressing in lab. There was this heavy cloud of depression that enshrouded the entire lab, hovering over our heads. And the disgustingly cold lonely weather outside certainly didn't help. JinHee was almost close to tears about her failed interviews and was wondering why the hell a PhD couldn't get her where she wanted. Chandan was *^&#ing pissed (yea he said that) about his GSI coordinator workload and wanted to get out of the system. Hui started becoming doubtful about whether she wanted to continue in academia or change to industry. Mikyung felt so lost because the results she gets is never comparable to the efforts she puts in.

I was thinking about my direction. Very restless, a bit lost and pretty tired.

But time will direct and time will reveal her truth.

Look, we are the 8th university with the largest endowment. TRuly living up to her reputation of the most expensive public school.

Is it worth it? or not.

54 days.
Fifty-Four days of efforts.

She was indeed a Phantom of Delight.

In my semi dazed state after coming home from a usual arduous Tuesday from 10 am to 10 pm, with 1.5 hour total break in between, (also consider my low glucose level and starved self)

I took out a packet of chicken from the freezer. And was thinking, hey I need to defrost this.

Microwave defrost.

Unpacked the chicken, washed and put it in a bowl into the microwave oven.

Start. 3 min.

BUT NOT DEFROST OPTION ITS MICROWAVE HIGH.

HOly Crap. Ever tried microwaving frozen chicken? Yea I did. And Im so damn proud of myself. That was prolly the most stupid folly i made in a kitchen, and the most unkind inhuman treatment to a (dead) piece of chicken.

我們的開始是很長的電影
Wo men de kai shi shi hen chang de dian ying
Our relationship is the longest movie

放映了三年
Fang ying le san nian
It has been showing for three years

我票都還留著
Wo piao dou hai liu zhe
I’m still keeping the ticket

冰上的芭蕾腦海中還在旋轉
Bing shang de ba lei nao hai zhong hai zai xuan zhuan
The ballet on ice is still revolving in my mind

望著你慢慢忘記你
Wang zhe ni man man wang ji ni
Looking at yet slowly forgetting you

## 朦朧的時間 我們溜了多遠
Meng long de shi jian Wo men liu le duo yuan
In the haze of time How far we have skated

冰刀劃的圈　圈起了誰改變
Bing dao hua de quan Quan qi le shei gai bian
The circles made by the skates’ blades, whoever’s in it changes

如果再重來 會不會稍嫌狼狽
Ru guo zai chong lai Hui bu hui shao xian lang bei
If we could start all over again, will it be a tad too awkward

愛是不是不開口才珍貴 ##
Ai shi bu shi bu kai kou cai zhen gui
Is love more precious when it is kept in the heart?

** 再給我兩分鐘
zai gei wo liang fen zhong 　
Please give me two more minutes

讓我把記憶結成冰
Rang wo ba ji yi jie cheng bing
Let me freeze these memories forever

別融化了眼淚　
Bie rong hua le yan lei
Don’t let your tears fall

你妝都花了
Ni zhuang dou hua le
Smudging your makeup

要我怎麼記得
Yao wo zen me ji de
How can I remember?

記得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

記得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

你說你會哭
Ni shuo ni hui ku
You said you would cry

不是因為在乎 **
Bu shi yin wei zai hu
But not because you care

Winter break was really rejuvenating. I feel energized enough for a combat this semester!
Days seem shorter and easier to get through ( obviously) with just food, movie, shopping and massage. What a good life!

My dad is relocating to shanghai this year ( sadly we are missing olympics 08) and seems like we ve got an apartment right next to xin1 tian1 di4 ( the shanghai equivalent of oour orchard road...WOot)



at this totally awesome peking duck restaurant


Ichi-Ni-San- Yon! one two three four

Back from Beijing holidaying and gearing for the start of Winter Semester 08.

Wintry winter it is.


My car after the snowstorm. Maybe close to knee-depth snow?



And i dug and i dug and i dug. From dusk to dark indeed ( *note the change in lightings of the two photos). Good way to expend energy isnt it. Happily go out for dinner, and then to get back home, you use half of the calories from dinner to clear the snow. Oh yeah.

Holy Crap. 18 credits this sem.
Two research classes MCDB 429 and MCDB 400
Two bio classes Bio 390 and MCDB 428
One psych class Psych 270

Looks like its gonna be a looooong cold arduous winter.=S